Just For You Options

[XuLaQueNguoi]

You May Say

I have nothing much to do!?
No, sir! I have 2 Midterm Tests and some papers due
But I know there are something more important than those
The moments to think what I can bring to my love

I may not give you all the thing in the world
But I could give you the thing I always treasure
I may not have all the things that you need
But I can be a shadow under your feet

I question myself why?
Waiting stupidilyfor a guy!
Who I was once being in love
But is it still live, or it has died?

How can I describe
One moment you were being so nice
Giving me everything in the world that night
Another day you look at me like a stranger on earth

You may say, you don't want to break my heart.
The dump answer to cover up your thirst
Selfishness, you had walk away
Leaving me alone, on those rainny days

You may have no passion and tears
Because you were born with intellect and fears
Only when intellect dies and without gears
That is when you need me to be near

I don't know if it is love or it is like
I will weep and it will dry
I just don't know how to waste your night
Nor to keep you forever.. until I died.

You may say...what ever... just be kind!
For the dust wouldn't get into my eyes


***

Writing by: JV

I am writing this
Not necessary you have to see
But it is the love for you and me
To remember, we were once being in love

And if one day, you will never return
I have the love to warm my heart
Nothing will forever last on earth
But I hope my memory will never fade

This is just another day
Writing somethingto keep you in my heart
The thing you may not be treasured
But these moments will live forever

***
What is Love? by: JV

I seek for love, but I can't see.
I climb up a tree, to find
There is no fruit, there is no guides

I saw an image of a man
Growing and trimming trees
For his lady not to see deaths and fleas

I saw an image of a woman
Giving up her wills and all her guts
For the man that she has been touched

What is love? The question that has no sight
It is a feeling that one has described
Not so much with promises and responsibilities
But it is a thought of understanding and cared

And being there when your loved-one needs!
***

Life is not just eat, live and die
Life is something that makes us smile
Life is to show some passion and care
Life is not complete when you are not there

Life is not just reasoning and criticizing
Life is something about understanding
Life is learning to listen
Life is to be open-minded to conversation

Life is not being selfish and greedy
Life is something about our productivity
Life is to work, to share, to give its' beauty
Life is an endless love in an open sea

LIFE (by JV)

***


Someone had told me,
she has nothing and no one to thank for
When Thanksgiving day is openning its' door
I think she has to think again
For all the things that she can:

If one can see, hear, touch, or feel,
Be thankful of your parents for giving this body becomes real

If one can learn, analyze, associate, and discuss,
Be thankful of your teachers for their helps

If one can walk across an ocean of tears and mountain of troubles,
Be thankful of yourself for being very strong

Always be thankful because thing doesn't last very long
So just be thankful before the moment has gone!

SO BE THANKFUL! (By: JV)
***


One may look for love in the similar place
Other love to find in a different race
Across culture love, has its own taste
For misunderstanding and being discriminated

Love is a ray of sun, very shine
Until, it burns the heart of misleading guides
For your love to becoming insecure
Selfishness cover them in their own cave

Across culture or any ordinary love
Has to go throught the heat of that sun rays
For love to find the truth, "Forever it will live or will fade"
Truth love is hard to find that is what people say.

I am always being touch by the old couples walking along the way
Hand in hand is the precious moment that stays
Forever love is not in the look of one's culture
But in the heart of one's that lives forever!

ACROSS CULTURE LOVE (By: JV)
***


I wonder why, I wonder how
I feel so warm in your embrace
It feels like home, it feels so close
The relationship that I could have known

Someone had told, love is so rare
It is so hard to find someone that cares
I found the love and I did my share
I wish to keep my promise for just being there

I wonder how, I wonder why
Night is so empty without you my knight
One's love is to make other's satisfy
A sensual touch, a tasty look or a wonderful night

No matter what love is the beautiful key to our human kinds

I WONDER (By: JV)
***


I heard so many stories and so many fairy tales
Happiness, sadness, adventurous in heaven and heil
Tell me what is the feelings for being loved
Or it is just an illusion people live in their little shell?

I feel the love, but it is no longer true
I feel the love, but now it is so blue
I feel your heart is so close, yet I can not come in
Why did our heart beats have been blocking?

It is ok! To live, to love, and to let it dies
Life has a starting point, and it will come to an end
Wishing you a happy life! Yes, I always can
But why I cannot stop my heart beat for belonging that man

In the end, love can never come true
I'll tell you why, "Love is only a fairy tale!"

TELL ME ABOUT LOVE (By:JV)
***


I will never forget the sparks of your glances
Make me wonder why they are so shine
I will never forget the hug and the kiss on the cheek
When you said goodbye before the Summer ends

Why did you denial the love you gave
When I was wondering for having that little taste
Mom and Aunty have asked me how was my life?
I told them there was something about this handsome guy

He brought coffee for everybody,
He was being so nice
He gave me a heart-warming-hug
That makes me feel as tasting sugarcane

I will never forget the day we came back
School starts, the Fall is putting on his cast
I was happy to see you in class
With a surprise, you asked, "Anh muốn mời em đi ăn phở."

That is sweet and thoughtful of you
For making me feel so close to your heart
I wish i could, but I was being shy
Also being so busy, that make me think I can't

Friday night, I sat at the bus station
Waving goodbye to my family
You were like a knight, saved my day and my night
We stayed up until the midnight went by

I will never forget how much I want to be with you
But I have to kill that feeling because I was being disgraced
Mommy would hate me for hanging out with a married guy
She scolded at aunty because of that phase

But I couldn't stop thinking of you
The man who had overcome my shadow
I wish to build a home with some cows
For our kids, for our future, and for now

You gave me your hand, make me feel that we can
I was so excited, but everything starts to change
You compare me to and treated me like any other sluts
How can you told your kids not to love me when you said we are a family!?

I will never forget for being nice
What I get is a stab from your knife
I burried my love, my soul and my life
I suffer for loosing my hope with this human kind

But love is to forgive when you say,
"I want to have another chance"
I truly believe we could do it again
But what could we do when our love is like an open shoe?

I couldn't believe how much I hate
The condition you thought for our little wedding cake
My love for you is without any condition
With you, love is just so f-cking

I betray my little self
For sending my body to heil
To find the love you once had told
It was so truthful, but who had casted that spell?

For my love will never can be tell

I WILL NEVER (By: JV)
***


Life is so magical by having you
Time passed by so quick and so cute
I would never think that it will last
But never say never! That is trash!

I never feel so blue
Missing the love one has become two
So painful to let everything loose
Tears are falling, but I haven't had a clue

Life is no magic without you
My heart is dying and so blue
You can never feel the beat
Because you had someone else you need

THERE IS NO MAGIC (By: JV)
***


I couldn't believe
How broken myself had
So many projects and midterms
But here I am day and nightdreaming

For a broken thing

You wish to escape
I let you be free
Why did we start?
Why does it have to be me?

But thank you very much
For giving me such feelings
Soon everything is going to die
Why fixing and destroying a heart that is already blind

BEING BLIND (By: JV)
***


Don't ask me how
Don't ask me why
For the reasons I cry
Just dust gets in my eyes

You should be happy for I could cry
For the love that had died
Just like life without music
Just like day without night

Just don't ask me why I cry


DON'T ASK (By: JV)
***


It is already over
I have told my self
But why tears are covered
Who had casted a spell?

The wind had whispered through my ears
The hands that had stroked my hairs
The kisses cover with cheers
Why let it over? Why is it here?

I feel it is already over
The stars are falling
No sharing, caring or understanding
For what? The love that has dying?

I look under a million stars
Find the wish that is not falling too far
Think of our love that is already over
To burry my heart for becoming a stranger

ALREADY OVER (By: JV)

---;@ ..STOP AND SMELL THE ROSES.. @;---

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[XuLaQueNguoi]

netcafe2009 to my page and for the



A Joke For Halloween by Unknown Author

A black baby was given wings by god.
The baby asked, "Does this mean I am an angel?"
God laughed and said, "Naw nigga, you are a bat!"

Happy Halloween Everyone!

[XuLaQueNguoi]

We went trick or treat and we had a great time. We came to Partridge Street, and they had a few mazes for us to go through. Adrik really wanted to try, but he was scared. On the third trial, Lisa pulled him all the way inside and through the maze. He was sweating, laughing and telling how scary it was when his snicker bar felt into the monster's face. I really enjoy this Halloween and hope to see more next year.

[XuLaQueNguoi]

Đêm về đen đặc, đầy cảm xúc
Bóng đêm thức giấc xáo trộn làn hư ảo
Im lìm bỏ đi điều cảnh giác
Bất lực không kiềm chế nốt nhạc
Trổi dậy trong đêm
Chầm chậm, êm đềm,
Đêm đong đầy huyền ảo
Ôm chầm, cảm nhận, điều rung động dịu êm

Lắng nghe đi và hãy tin
Âm nhạc là hư ảo
Cứng như sét đánh,
Mềm như sáp
Thách em tin vào dạ khúc về đêm
Nhắm mắt để mắt nói lên sự thật
không phải như em thấy
Trong bóng tối, nó dể giả dạng,
Đó là sự thật như em tưởng

Êm đềm, dạ khúc chở che em
Nghe đi, cảm nhận âm thầm dẫn dắt em
Mở rộng tinh thần để trí tưởng cất cánh
Trong đêm tối, em không thể đánh trả dạ khúc về đêm

Hãy nhắm mắt để bắt đầu hành trình vào thế giới mới lạ
Để lại tất cả suy tưởng của thế giới em đã biết
Nhắm mắt lại để âm nhạc trả tự do cho em
Chỉ có vậy để em trở thành của anh

Nổi trôi đi, té đi,
ngọt ngào rất độc địa
Ôm anh, tin anh,
mang lại tất cả cảm giác
Hãy để giấc mơ bắt đầu hàng phục bóng tối
Để thần lực của âm nhạc anh viết lên dạ khúc cho em

Chỉ mỗi em đem lại đôi cánh giúp cho âm nhạc bay cao

<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Night time sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness wakes and stirs imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defenses
Helpless to resist the notes I write, for I compose the music of the night

Slowly, gently night unfurls its splendor
Grasp it, sense it - tremulous and tender
Hearing is believing,
Music is decieving
Hard as lightning ,
Soft as candlelight
Dare you trust the music of the night

Close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth and the truth isn't what you want to see
In the dark it is easy to pretend
that the truth is what it aught to be

Softly, deftly music shall caress you
Hear it, feel it secretly poseess you
Open up you mind let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night.

Close your eyes start a journey through a strange new world
Leave all thouights of the world you knew before
Close your eyes and let music set you free
Only then can you belong to me

Floating, falling, sweet intoxication
Touch me, trust me, savour each sensation
let the dream begin let your darker side give in
to the power of the music that I write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight Help me make the music of the night

[XuLaQueNguoi]

Dear Babe,

As I have said, "Life is precious because we have the moments to learn and to live." I have discovered something so significant that the energy jumps up and down in my heart. My teacher have said, "kids don't toilerate with feedback", and I am so hardheaded that I would disagree with her. I was shocked that all I have learned was wrong. I was being bias as a behavorist adapting their theories of conditioning to positive and negative reinforcements that I almost forgot about the most important roles in life are the attitute and motivation.

You are a true teacher of mine to change my hardheaded thoughts. You told me once about your eating habits, how you would eat all the sweet part of the bread and throw away the plain part. Your mother told you never to do that, but you never listen. After twenty ... years, you are still doing it that way. When ever you do that, you would think about your mother. I am not with you at the moment of your mother responded to you that gave you that negative attitude. With that, I still cannot conclude that kids don't always toilerate feedback, but I see why it is that way.

I draw a different conclusion from all these theories. I still think all livings adapting and conditionning to things to form a habit, but the only thing can change the habit is one's motivation. Words is just a sound and a puff of air that is not strong enough to move a heavy rock. I see a spark of life from you babe. If negative response can never/hardly change a behavior, why people still widely use that useless methods to teach their kids???

When I come to the brother of my friend's furneral, my friend once had told me that she felt everyone has a destiny to reach and thankfully we reach to each other at some points to learn from each others. I was completely agree with her and thankfully we are friend, not enermy. She also told me her brother was released from the hospital because he was feeling better. At that time, he told her that their father came into his dream and told him to come and sleep with him, whom had died 7 years ago. He told her, "Father is waiting for me." She told him not to say those nonsenses, and he will get well soon. Yet his condition got worst, and he passed a way in a week or two. Now they have rested near by each other in the same cementary. I told her that he must have good karmas to see and plan for his death. She should be happy so he can peacefully rest.

It is always sad to see such of things, but life is running its own course.

[XuLaQueNguoi]

Đừng hỏi, "em có là của anh mãi mãi?"
Khi hiện tại ta chẳng là của nhau
Anh quay mặt sao hiểu được nổi đau
Xin đừng hỏi một đôi lời vô nghĩa!

Xin đừng nhớ, xin đừng nói thương ai
Để ngày mai hai người hai kẻ lạ
Xin đừng đến rồi quay về bến lạ
Để vết tình rạn nứt cả hồn tôi

Xin đừng hỏi để tôi vào xin tội
Tội dối lừa lý trí và trái tim
Tội cái thân không biết cách để kìm
Tội ngu khờ nên bị nhiều cám dỗ

Xin đừng hỏi để nhẹ nhàng hơi thở
Chắng vướng sầu với những niềm đau
Xin đừng hỏi để khỏi buồn xa nhau
Sẽ không nhớ vì xa rồi ai nhớ

Xin Đừng Hỏi!

[XuLaQueNguoi]

There are trillion things to thank for;

The fresh air, I breath

The clean water that I need

And the delicious food, I eat



Thanks for all the good deeds

Coloring my fingernails and my feet

Buying the things you thought I need

Everything is sincerely with cheer



On Thankgiving, I wish you can be here

To thank with me for all things we have

To give the blessings and promise to behave

For all of the joys and cheers we taste



Thanks for being a part of my journey

[XuLaQueNguoi]

When my family is around, I feel so trong that you become a small stream of though went across my mind, but when they all left, your memories invaded my heart and my mind . You are such a ghost that I dare not to think of .. too intoxicated .. sleep well my beloved ..

[XuLaQueNguoi]

Tell me why
I had ditched my friend for you?
But you don't see how important you are in my heart.
Tell me why
I was being so stupid for being with you?
Because all I get is a broken heart.
Tell me why
can you let my love die peacefully?
I wish something can be better, but I was wrong.
Love is like a sticker,
Once you had peeled it, it just doesn't stick back on again.
I was being patience to see some changes, I couldn't find it from you.
I change myself to fit in, but you are worthless to fight for
I wept/weep my last tears because you could/can never be near.

[XuLaQueNguoi]

My Dear,

As time goes by, I feel the distant between us have grown bigger, broader, wider, and farther. I put my hope to sleep. Don't ask me why I am being this way because I can't do anything different. It takes two to tangle, but if you prefer one. I am still being happy with it. People may look at you as if you are crazy to dance by yourself, but some people may gíve you some respects for what and who you are. I love with all my heart, but it has been broken. It may not be completely heal, but time will cure this infectious disease. At one time I wish this and that, but nothing really matter now. I am not looking forward to see the hopeless life that is all you could give me. I know I could seek for better life than being a crabby ... whatever you may think. You thought you know everything, but you never know how I feel. You don't even know how and what to feel, so how can you have a connection with someone else? You are just a pretender! Thankyou for giving a moment to think of the old time my dear.

[XuLaQueNguoi]

My Dear,

One has said "A man won't be a man if there is no woman by his side, and vicer versa for her." I am too old to act like a little kid. Selfishly, I wish to remain forever young, but the force is going against my will power. I was once dreaming to find you, my love, everything was so dearly, but I guess our honey moon was over. We were apart and life just push us back and forth that I can no longer stand the feeling of seeing you walking in and out like that. I was being so selfish that I want you to be mine, only for me. Indeed, love is being selfish like that, all love wants is the caressness, the understanding and the communication, but love can not be satisfy, than, destiny pushes it apart. I don't want to go crazy about love. I want my love to rest in peace, so I work so.... so hard to block you out of my heart, my head, and my life when I found you had your own destiny without me, but why are you doing this to me? Why can you understand how broken my heart and my life has been. There you go! Don't you see my pestimistic side? I only see my half empty cup, and I forget to thank you for rescueing my loneliest days on Earth. I need to learn to grow up and not depending on you, not to cry on your shoulders. Why crying for someone that doesn't care? Now, why do you care? I am so confused in this mess. how can I burry our love, your love, my love? When our destinies will meet again? When will you give up on me? I was so afraid that will happen, but I have to learn my lesson. I have to learn the truth that nothing will last forever, especially the most fragile feeling call love. Keep reminding me to take it easy because I easily forget myself. Why is it that way? Why am I finding a little girl sitting on the bridge watching the waves of the river flow to the ocean but can't release the waves in her heart out to sea? Why am I waiting hopelessly for you? My dear, last but not the least, why are you punishing me this way? What is love? I saw not ask because tommorrow we will soon forget the word. I saw not feel because you cannot show. I saw not .. Well it is too late to keep you in my eyes, so good night my beloved dearest friend. May all your wish come true even if it means to sacrisfy me.